Life as poem, Death beyond water!
To Live, It means to be sick of a long time.
这大概也预示着她其后的结局,随着年岁渐逝,内心的冲突愈加激烈,她选择自尽而亡,心灵已经无法驾驭躯体,流浪成为奢望,与其在孤独的渴望中老去,不若决绝转身。